Well, it looks like my brother in law needs a place to live and we could use the extra money, so we have offered for him to move in and rent a room from us. Right now, we have a guest room/office and what was supposed to be the "kids" room. We have had the room furnished and waiting for over a year now and are still not licensed. Although I am trying to stay positive and hope we get our appeal date soon... nothing is happening right now. We have been talking more about the artificial insemination, and even if we do go that rout, we will still be waiting for our appeal, since adoption is what I really want after all....
Any way, since we are going to have my brother inlaw move in, we have decided to keep our guest room (for my parents when they visit) and clean out the "kids" room. Rather than store all the furniture, we have agreed to sell it and he promised that when we do get/have children I would get the color/bedroom set I always wanted (we bought our stuff off craigslist)... so back on craigslit it goes.
I have to admit, its hard! Its hard for me to even take it down or put the pictures up.. because in a small way, I feel like I am giving up. I know we are not giving up... I don't know, maybe it will make it easier. When I walk down my hall I will not see the empty room... with the children's furniture in there - just waiting..
Who am I kidding!?!
